As it approaches nearly 10 pm on this Friday night I find comfort in a hot fudge sundae. Sadness sinks in as I realize my best friend in the whole world is getting married tomorrow and Im going to miss the whole thing. Due to the fact that I am only 2 days away from my due date I am not allowed to fly let alone travel across the country :(
Maybe its just because I'm an overly emotional, uber huge, pregnant lady... but I didn't think it would be this hard. As girls we start planning our weddings at what .. age 6? So after years of talking about how perfect this day would one day be for her...missing out on it just seems a little unreal! Don't get me wrong... I couldn't be happier for her! I just wish I could be there for her on such an important day in her life! (... ughh these prego emotions really have me sounding like a sap)
When did we all grow up? Just yesterday we were playing "boys chase girls" on the playground at recess and now we are having babies and walking down the isle! Crazy to sit back and think about how fast time goes by.....
At least I get to skype with her and the other girls tomorrow as they get ready! I'm hoping my emotions don't get the best of me and I can get through the whole thing, no tears! Orrrr even better scenario, maybe I'll go into labor and then I'll obviously be pre-occupied... haha wishful thinking...
Okay okay... enough of me throwing my own pity party. It feels good to get that out though.
What it really comes down to is that my best friend is marrying the love of her life tomorrow and I wish them both all the happiness in the world :)
....Now back to this hot fudge sundae :) lol
aw, i'm sorry you had to miss your friends wedding.. but at least it is for a very good, happy reason!
ReplyDeletethank you so much for your reallllly kind comment on my blog :) that's great that your fiance can give you some photography pointers! and practice is really what helps.. and studying other photos and artwork.. a baby is a great subject to practice on too hehe